“MY REALITY CHECK BOUNCED"
Hi friends…
my fingers feel privilege..to have an interaction with
keyboard since long time…
Yeah it was the exam which shifted my focus away from the
writing but now I’m ready to have a deep conversation between keyboard of my
computer and thoughts generated by my subconscious mind.
Ø
Coming to the point
Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases
great ones
As the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires…
Everyone has shortcomings of their own lives, no one is
perfect. ( except aamir)
“they”say I have an attitude sorry I don’t what attitude
stands for.???
If you know the meaning ? then you are always welcome…even I
don’t know the difference between EGO and attitude..
My behavior depends on how you treat me..its simple..
you forget. i forget you.
you asked about me once. i will ask you forever.
you care about me ; I promise I’ll care for you..
but let me give a chance to check whether you are capable or
not to have friendship with me…
for you I’m just part of the crowd but for me I’m the
prince of my own world…you can tease, abuse, do whatever in front of me or
behind me ( as constitution has given you right to speak) so its up to you
choice is yours..
I admit I am short tempered person ,when things go wrong my
behavior changes. i can’t compromise with circumstances where im not wrong…for
you I were wrong but for me I’m right..
I admit I do not have many friends like others but I am
happy with that. I am just a simple middle class guy having loads of hope in my
eyes about my future…I do not criticise anyone ..neither my intention has false
attitude nor I’m person like that .you just have to see the other side of coin
as well in order to test my nature..you know what “my reality check bounced” …
I DO NOT talk with you but it doesn’t
mean I’m not your friend .i care for you like before..but its better for you
and for me to choose our path..
i stil remember when I saw you for the first time and you were the only girl shifted my focus
away…I don’t know how..i was attracted by your aura..i could see your face
whenever I had encounter with any romantic song.
I could see your face when I tried to study. I thought is
this love..??? because I never had the feeling through which I was going and
how could I ask anybody about my condition..? but I din’t said a single word to
you about my state of mind.
Because I knew I could face a rejection..i had a feeling of
rejection just like every guy has before the proposal.. perhaps I prepared
myself for dwelling onto positiveness…I have been an optimistic person and see
the world through my own lenses..waited for days..waited for the right chance
to come..waited for the time when I would see into your eyes and forget about
the world..saying those three magical words
I LOVE YOU
But almighty has planned a different scenario for
me..unfortunately the “D” day, the time and the moment for which I was waiting
for..never came..because things went wrong..i could listen my inner voice..yeah
I admit you can never be mine.. yes I have
had made a mistake to love you. But tragedy that it was one sided you will
never come to know about it..
May god bless you and almighty showers the choicest
blessings on you....
A life
spent making mistakes is not only more honorable ; but more useful than a life
spent doing nothing…
this is wrong my friend you say that you love her but you missed the best part of telling her..you are mixing your future with your love..is she not your future
ReplyDeletei dnt knw yar
ReplyDeleteWhthr she is my future or nt ?